The Girl I always see ..

There's a girl i always see
But i've never talked to her before

She always stares at me
And that makes me want to know her more and more

I smiled at her and she smiled too
I tried to see into her eyes

To know her dreams and what she likes to do
Make every feature of her personality arise

I wanted to see if her looks reflect her inner self
And if her personality is shown on her face

Because a person could be gigantic in appearance but he's actually an elf
So, the colour doesn't matter, the status, nor the race

The girl I'm facing seems to agree with me
I think i began to know her better

for the girl who's staring is me
i was just looking at myself in the mirror..

Hope

hmm.. this feels weird. so here I am writing again! it's not like a broke the record on posting but, HEY i'm trying.. who would've thought.
The reason im writing this is my sister, she's getting married pretty soon and i'm heart broken :"(. first i would like to talk about her a little. She's 3 years older than me, the "girly-girl" type, into poetry, literature, and painting, she lives right across my room .. and me, myself is 3 years younger than her, i'm more of a "in between" sort of type, into music. photography, and .... surviving I guess .. i think these differences are the reason why i feel like we complete each other. We have been inseparable since the day i was born, it has always been me and her against the world.. we had our fair share of fights, the fights that only lasts for 5 minutes and then everything goes back to normal. She is the only person that i could entirely rely on, she always got me out of whatever shit i get myself into, she has always been patient with my mood swings and my madness, and most importantly she has witnessed my life. why does she have to leave now? .. oh the cruelty of life.