hmm.. this feels weird. so here I am writing again! it's not like a broke the record on posting but, HEY i'm trying.. who would've thought.
The reason im writing this is my sister, she's getting married pretty soon and i'm heart broken :"(. first i would like to talk about her a little. She's 3 years older than me, the "girly-girl" type, into poetry, literature, and painting, she lives right across my room .. and me, myself is 3 years younger than her, i'm more of a "in between" sort of type, into music. photography, and .... surviving I guess .. i think these differences are the reason why i feel like we complete each other. We have been inseparable since the day i was born, it has always been me and her against the world.. we had our fair share of fights, the fights that only lasts for 5 minutes and then everything goes back to normal. She is the only person that i could entirely rely on, she always got me out of whatever shit i get myself into, she has always been patient with my mood swings and my madness, and most importantly she has witnessed my life. why does she have to leave now? .. oh the cruelty of life.
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uuuugh.. it's cruel and difficult without "her" being the complementary piece of you!!!
i understand what it feels like... u'll realize later that you have plenty of time now she's gone. but heeeeeeeey it happens to all people... think of the new experience she'll have, new stuff to talk about!! :p
and few years ago, your younger sis would open a blog and write pretty much the same words you just wrote...
don't be harsh on yourself honey ♥
it'll all be happy and flowery and beautiful :D
yeah i know but the thing is i'm too attached, i dont let go easily :( that's a major problem that i deal with almost everyday. but inshallah i'll try to make this as easy as possible and just be positive. TANKU PADIAH (HUG)
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